I'm Not Going To Magically Fix This For You

Recently I have been going through a lot of struggles in my life. I lost my drivers license, my (ex)husband, my home, and I am currently fighting for custody of my three kids. This all happened within the course of three months. I've been left with almost nothing but my close friends and family. When I became a Spiritual Satanist I felt a sense of comfort come into my life. It was nice to finally feel that relief, knowing I now had help coming from the most powerful force in the world. 

When I did my dedication I was living with my SUPER Christian mother. I Didn't do my dedication at her house mind you! My boyfriend helped me and let me do it at his house. Right after my dedication my mom and I had a falling out. She dosent agree with my lifestyle and probably never will. She could sense that something had happened. She knew something was diffrent about me but she couldn't put her finger on it. After a long night of fighting We both came to the conclusion that it was best if I moved out. It wasn't very peaceful. So I moved in with my boyfriend. It has been wonderful living with a man that truly appreciates me for who I am and shares my beliefs. 

During my time here I have been talking to Lucifer quite a bit, asking for help in dealing with family drama and such. Well one day I was laying in bed talking to him asking him to fix my problems with my ex husband. He told me "I'm not going to magically fix all this for you. You must empower yourself." 

It really hit me that day. Satan should not be looked at as Christians look at their savior. Satan is there to help you empower yourself so that you too may become a god. Gods take control of the situation. They don't sit around waiting for the other more powerful gods to swoop down and save them from their troubles! Now this dosen't mean you shouldn't ever ask for help. Just don't expect to not have to do any work to achieve your goal. 

When a Christian wants something they pray to their god and jesus. Then what do they do? They sit and wait ...and wait...and wait. I have many Christian friends and I see them do this all the time. They don't take steps to empower themself for fear it might not be what their god wants them to do. They worry it might mess up the elusive miracle they are waiting for. Then when nothing happens they just say "Oh well, God must have other plans for my life."  A few get upset and question why nothing ever happens in their lives. Uhh... Duhh! Because you are not taking any steps to reach your goals!  YOU are the one who controls your life! 

Satan can and does perform the things Christians call "miracles". But he wants us to empower ourselves so that we too can become a god. Being an ex-christian I know it is a diffrent way of thinking to become a god. Christianity teaches you that you are worthless. This is not true. 

From my understanding Spiritual Satanism is very much about empowering yourself to become a god. So empower yourself! Ask Satan for guidance in how to do this as it is diffrent with every person. And never forget that he and his demons are there for you and he loves you very much! 

                          Rain Freedom